Life is a whirlwind I swear, the time just flies by faster each day. I haven't been getting much of anything done. I feel like I do the things I need to do, run out of time and never get to the things I want to do. I'm sure 99 percent of the population can relate at some point. I need to figure out a way to get to the "wants".
I've been thinking about setting up my day- each morning get the kids off to school, do an hour of housework and then an hour of workouts followed by the other stuff. One day work on something to sell, another day a household project, another day learn something new, work on my drawings for art class- just give each thing I want to get to a chance to actually happen. I've completed my work and/or resigned from each of my websites with the exception of one who's owners won't accept my resignation. I haven't accepted new work for a month or two. I seriously think the only way to actually feel good and make progress is to give myself permission to walk away from the websites and walk toward something I love. The hubby wants me to be happy, says don't worry about making money- and I'm truly blessed that I can do that. It's not right to waste it, right? We don't have excess money but we get our bills paid, I just feel so much guilt when I do something that is just for me. Like there should be 30 other things I should be doing for something or someone else.
Tomorrow we're rearranging the house to put me, my equipment and all of my projects in a space that is just mine. I'm hoping it helps me get going. I guess we shall see.
-K
